when dreams come true

I remember you,
And your unrelenting passion,
I remember myself too,
About how i loved to be that person,
How the infectious glimmer of your eyes,
Made me drunk with feelings,
I thought i had long lost,
But I betrayed you,
When it was time to feel blessed,
I felt disturbed by the enormity of life with you,
The brain churning heart expanding happiness!
How can that be? I asked myself,
Like a poor man who turns crazy after riches,
The poor miserable me,
Jarred by his luck,
A bad omen that was disguised as happiness?
Paranoia of illogical pessimism,
Sadness, loneliness, cozy discomfort!